Thanks for the application I'm not sure your ready for admin yet. Let it ride out and hope for the best don't push your way into someone's liking I am just sitting back and letting things ride out that's what you should do. Let Ethan see what kind of person you really are and don't put presure on him.
Your a very nice person you just need to sit back and relax a bit, This server isn't your life let things go for a wile and maybe things could turn out for the better who knows. Best of luck mate.
Thanks, Brandon